tomorrow will be worse

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2005-08-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

morning ppl...i really shld be studying. plus the fact that my science totally sucks doesn't really help.
was sick during sabbs n i was really grateful to all those ppl who helped me and asked. thanks ppl!!!
o ya, n happy national day singapore! tho i cant say im excited...
tan pan zhuan jia is ending!!!!!!!!!! lke deperate housewives. then there's no gd shows n it's time to studystudystudy end of year exams. sigh. i dont know what to do. i wanna get gd grades but i dont wanna study. aint we all? guess i'd better study.
o. someone's back. better go study.

korean movies

2005-07-17T17:58:00.000-07:00

morning ppl!
blogging for fun...really dont know what to say...
o, tonite got korean movies for 3 sundays!!! i wanna watch!!! looks interesting...n got quan xiang yu in tonite's! the trailors lk gd. mum said i'd like it. lucky it aint drama, or i'd most likely follow lke crazy.
gtg watch tv! byebye!

morning!

2005-07-13T16:48:00.000-07:00

morning ppl!
sabbs signing-up was the usual...no impr in the net....
yup...desperate housewives was gd but they left it hanging...who is zach's father? i hope it aint mike. p.s. is tt hw u spell zach?
im in love with tan pan zhuan jia!!!
i made my mum a pact ytd. i read chi newspapers and yi tian tu long ji, she let me watch frm 9-11. cos' she dont norm let me watch 10pm shows...n today she said cannot sleep so late, later panda eyes n bcum ugly so record n watch the nxt day. im qt satisfied...at first she said only 1 drama per day!! i cant live. tv is my life.
i watch the 9 o clock and tian long ba bu partly also bcos of the nan zhu jiao lah...but it's qt ok, n tian long ba bu is nice too...lke to watch these type of wu xia xiao shuo.
think our la/his ppt is so dead...so many presentations in a wk, and my grp haven present for maths yt either. plus i dont noe hw to do maths! i dont even understand...
our yah, must advertise : our new chapter 3 for fanfic is up! if u have time, bu fang qu kan kan. thx
oh my bro just showed me this comedy by this guy called russell peters...real funny...he can do the diff accents really well
and tt IP thing today...stressed me out. all the decisions, the cut-off pts...so straining...
nothing else...well...bye!

morning!

2005-07-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

desperate

2005-07-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

hi ppl, realised i havem blogged in a loong time. first things first, we have updated our fic! pls read n comment if u have the time, thanks.
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES IS ENDING!!!!!!!!!! ogosh. im sad yt excited. sad cos' it's ending. excited to see the ending. n i like tan pan zhuan jia!!! but my paretns kp chasing me to bed(my parents believe in sufficient sleep on sch nights), n i just try to tuo as long as possible, tho my parents recorded the show and i can just watch the nxt day. i lke zhang zhi lin. n the fatty is cute, but some ppl think he qian bian. owell, each to his/her own.
most of the shows are recorded by my parents, except for one. even desperate housewives. my mum recorded it and i just watched it with her n got hooked up. so on tuesday i just take the tape and watch it cos my parents always chase me to bed.
today's youth day celebs...okay lar...nt v.exciting...
my mum told me she likes to play the racing cars at the arcade cos when i went to cut my hair last wk, my mum went shopping, and gave me n my bro money to play at the arcade. i was itching to play the arcade ever since i went with liang zhen and had a lotta fun. and we got lousy prizes, cos we din play alot of the ticket-winning games. n my bro kpt telling me he'll trash me at the cars, but in the end, he got trashed n he kps wanting to play it until he won. bt the imp thing is, i won more than him. cos truly, whatever i do, my bro does far better. so im kinda happy :D
and the last round, my mum joined us n she said it was v.fun n the nxt time we go, she'll go n play the cars with us too.
tt's all, i s'ppose. night.

inital d

2005-06-23T12:00:00.000-07:00

initial d is nice!!! i like it alotalot, think it's funny and cool, just like it alot. i wanna watch it again!!! gonna buy the dvd...
haven looked at the ming ju yt..how to? i think it'll kill me...
tmr my bro's bdae! i have no idea wat to give him so i made cookies to give him. my silver sheet thing to put the batch in is actually for muffins, so my first batch turned out to be muffins and they tasted nice. my second batch was okay, but i used the tray thingy instead cos i dont want them to become muffins again and the top ones got a bit burnt and they got stuck tghr and inflated tghr cos i put em too close, so i got the good muffins and cookie and put em into a container and wrote lots of stuff on it and tied a ribbbon.
i like to watch yu le bai fen bai...i think xiao s and xiao zhu are good, dont lke it wen it's da s cos she nt v gd and wen it's hr hosting it's nt funny at all. think xiao zhu is funny and he and xiao s both know how to jie each others' erm...ju zi. chemistry.
oh, there's x men on tv now..my fav character is storm.
okay...tt's all 4 now, bye!

hey

2005-06-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

hey ppl..realised i haven blogged for a long time...
listening to memory from cats on tv, but it's another man singing, and it sounds nice. gosh i love musical songs. so nice!!
ok, anyways, desperate housewives is ending...i was a bit surprised when i saw the last 5 eps thing cos i guess i sort of forgot that it'll end someday(stupid, right?) cos it feels like i've been watching it all my life. the zach-dana thing and the mike thing is confusing...it'll be a great ending, i hope.
im really gonna go mad. it's nearing the end of the third week and i still barely got any work done. i really should be doing some work now, but i dont wanna! i just wanna slackslackslack. it feels as though this whole holiday has been going on for v.long already. for me, that is. cos everyday i laze around half the time.
nxt wk's my bro's bdae and im planning to bake a cake for him from scratch, and my ex-maid told me that she's gonna send him a birthday card. and my parents bought him a badminton raquet/racket(???).
erm...wat else? tmr going library for 2 1/2 hrs and oh! there's alotta nice movies to watch!!! there's monster-in-law, batman begins, mr n mrs smith, fantastic 4(not out yet), initial dthe island(not out yt),charlie and the choc factory(johnny depp!), corpse bride(animation, voiced by johnny depp), etc. corpse bride seems interesting, about this man is married to 2 wives, one dead and one alive. i like johnny depp, has professionalism(issit spelt correctly?)
gtg watch tv. bye!

back

2005-06-05T11:58:00.000-07:00

hey ppl! im back from japan. qt nice n fun lah, n yah i went to pao wen quan but everyone has to go in naked, no swimsuits. still got loads more to say n many incidents to tell, but there's quite alot n im lazy to type it in here n the tour guide, chinese, but lives in japan is a funny man. n i did alot of tv-watching when i came back. watched all the shows recorded n just lazed around. i dont feel lke doing work. aiya..dont wanna come back yt..
oh, yah, been wanting to say bout tv again. i saw takuya's ad for toyota in the newspapers. one whole pg and on monday my mum saw him! on the hotel's tv n my mum said there's his show at 9 or smthg n she watched a bit, like 10mins. n on one night i was watching this funny v.v.old eng movie but din watch finish cos we had to go to sleep. it was really funny. n i came back just in time to watch water boys(drama), i know qt some ppl dont lke it, buit i think it's funny and light-hearted. makes me feel happier, anyways. then i watched the movie at night n it was different from the drama. drama is they want to do it n movie is they were forced to do it, and they wanted to in the end. ok...im boring.
cya ppl

cut mah hair

2005-05-22T17:56:00.000-07:00

heylo ppl..today went to cut my hair...yes...n my fringe is short n my bhind looks like it hasn been cut n they straightened it n layered it, but i think i look weird. my mum insists on cutting my hair bhind nxt wk when my popo comes, cos she was a hairdresser last time. owells.
goin to hokkaido nxt sunday...with my family n my a-gong n a-ma n popo...have to pack my small bag...there's always one thing i brg with me when i go overseas. my soft toy dog. it's norm size, but i always brg it ovrseas with me n hug it to sleep at night. childish right? *paiseh* guess i'll miss some supplementary lessons...i think.
tom my a-gong bdae, then aftr tt my frens r coming ovr..n we'll go to holland v for dinner, lke last time.
sabbs ovr...lucky tom holiday...nt prepared to go back to sch yt...i wanna slackslackslack...n nxt wk reume lessons...i dont want..so boring...wonder what they'll do...load us up full with hw for june hols?
!!!!!!!! i forgot!!!!!!! meet-the-parents!!!!!! n collecting of report bks!!!!! i dont think i did v.well this term...n i noe what the tchr's gonna say...talk more in class kinda stuff. guess i shld...tt's what evry tchr normally say abt me...
this is qt a short post...bye...

bad mood

2005-05-19T18:04:00.000-07:00

im in a supersupersuper bad mood when i came back frm sch. thx to some idiots. and when i get home, walk into my room, what do i find? the glass bottle janice gave me for my birthday on the floor, shattered to pieces, and while trying to clear it up, i cut my knee. no one's home, and now i feel so depressed i wanna cry. such bad luck...n tom got CIP. i dont feel lke going. i wanna stay at home n laze. given my luck, i'll prob be thrown rotten eggs during CIP. it's a conspiracy...y does bad stuff kp happening to me...?? feel super angry and depressed

WAHAHA

2005-05-18T18:15:00.000-07:00

heylo ppl!!
today feel qt enthu...heehee..valerie so funny...today was funny day..
oshucks...nd to go piano now...shall cum back n complete this...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!my com shut itself down 2wice!!!!!!!! the above was saved as draft....some prob in the hardware...shall continue...
today during piano lesson i was super tired + sleepy sn the tchr was like, "ay! dont sleep!" but i couldn help it. i was barely paying attention. n on the way hme, i took a v.long time cos i couldn resist the temptation of tapping the mimosas(the ones that will close up when touched), there were loads at the side, n i wasn watching where i was going n almost stepped on dog poo. right aftr tt, it started raining. how lucky.
enuough abt tt.
ytd i went to watch star wars 3 n it was qt ok, qt interesting(storyline) actually, cos i understood it n i knew what they were saying/doing. but my family say they cannot act, cos their facial expressions r solid. but i thought the whole show was ok, yah.
i missed wang fu cheng long + yin yang cha zuo cos' of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i 4got to record wang fu cheng long...gonna end already...think ytd's was nice...aiya...shall watch tonite's....
cya!

dad's bdae

2005-05-17T15:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!
yup..today's my papa's bdae, n i gave him a present like, weeks ago, this cup which is slim-shaped n has a pig on it(my dad was born in the yr of a pig) n some owrdings n more pics. it's nice..n tonite we're gonna watch star wars, tho im not a star wars fan, i dunno what they're saying half the time...
today's prob solving was qt interesting, i like the 2 countries thing..it's gonna be interesting tom...n first aid was qt ok...poor valerie keeps getting called...qt stressful...later nvr pay attention then can3 le4...
just watched dep. housewives...wah evrythg so mysterious, bout paul n mike. n i realised wang fu cheng long this fri last ep!!! nxt wk onwards is the tou fa you mei you luan person...i dont lke adrian pang...
this wk so relaxing..just the way i like it....lazing n watching tv....wahahahaha...so shuang!!!
nthg else to say right...suppose so.....bye!! ;D

tv..???

2005-05-16T19:33:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!
first things first, i've been meaning to say..(but always forgetting..)tweeney + my fic has been updated! read n comment..thx alot...n yh..who keeps commenting..so supportive, :D!!!
2ndly, tv...hee..nowadays got some nice shows..like, square pegs(wang fu cheng long). it's so sweet...n i wanna watch zero to hero(got edmund chen, eh sheila?)..looks interesting..n of course, deperate housewives, hehehe...n i watch any other shows which is nice...cos i must watch tv...tv is my favourite + hobby. i cannot do w/o tv...even my parents keep scolding me, saying i watch too much...o wells, ;)
saturday was kinda fun..rq, yh, yz, serenel, lz came over n we watched house of wax n divergence, tho i din really watch divergence, cos i found it a bit confusing then me n serene walk here n there n talk. n then me n serenel n lz n yh went to holland v to eat dinner. we went to swensons cos we felt like eating at restaurant n we talktalktalk n evrythg felt right. it was so relaxing..like a break frm reality.. b4 tt we went to pet lovers centre n it was a classy place n v.clean n big. the dogs were soo cute!!! then we saw one poor 4-month-old dog crying...so sad...it kept walking around n sniffing n it's eyes were red n there was a sad look on it's face...so poor thing...
oops! dinner now...square pegs now..zero to hero later..n of course, desperate housewives! cya!

my brother

2005-05-12T18:07:00.000-07:00

oman..i miss my bro..he's away at obs for a whole wk...
i wanna tell him alotta stuff...
okay, i shall dedicate this post to my bro.
my bro was always smarter, better in sports, better than me in everything no matter what i do. sometimes i think he was a genius. we had this type of 'competitiveness' but would nvr get real or angry cos after all, we were siblings.
when we were young, my brother would suggest all sorts of thing(normally naughty) n we would do it tghr. even tho he was the leader. we lead our yonger cousins 'astray' n our elders always scolded us. even so, we still were mischeivous n we were really playful. i was always known as the 'guai' one n my bro the 'naughty' one. we used to be flower girl and boy. i rem once, aftr a wedding, when the bride n groom were getting in the wedding car, my bro slapped me for no reason n i chased him all over the church, drawing attention to both of us. when finally stopped by my mum, she slapped both of us n i cried.
even tho we would fight n quarrl, we could nvr be angry with each other for more than half an hour. my bro was a comedian. when it came to 'who-can-make-me-laugh', it would always be my bro making me laugh, but not me to my bro. even tho i was sometimes overbearing, my bro nvr did mind and he helped me.
he was my confidant, my playmate, almost evrything. i would tell him everything, except some things which cannot be said to him. even tho his reactions were not the most ideal nor did he pay alot of attention, he took the time to listen, and i got to see a diff point of view thru him. he knew who i was angry with, who were my clsoe friends, etc.
he taught me alot, tho most of it wasnt good, and last time when we went out tghr or went on tour ppl will think we were twins.
he may not be the most perfect brother in the world, but he is, to me, the best.

omg

2005-05-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

hey ppl...im typing this 1 handed cos im eating seaweed with the other...love the seaweed! those jap type...salted n delicious..
anyway...THANKS TO ALL THE PPL WHO ENCOURAGED ME DURING 2.4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.4 was horrendous..felt lke dying..my whole right leg hurt lke mad when runnung...n ppl runnijng by were encouraging me n ppl who finished or were watching at the sides(cos they werent running) were 2...i was touched..
ah...okay...anyways, THANKS ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! helped alot....
just watched desperate housewives(recorded frm ytd) n it was sooo niccee as usual...i lke the part at the end where there's this msg by the lady talking and it just fits in perfectly n the words said too and fitted well with the shots of the everybody..hee..
today was the usual...maths..the usual...PE...im totally gonna die for the theory thing..anyhow write...then sc...the SPA was confusing..and then LA....oh...went to the dentist's! n it took super fast, i was lke, so fast?! i couldn believe it...like, only..4mins? the dentist said my teeth were basically fine, just nd to brush at the inner back more...n ch...more interesting than usual cos of ch culture..at least gt to watch smthg...san gua yan yi...so weird...there's the show of san guo which just ended..and my whole family was watching except me. they said it was v.nice, but i look at the show, n i couldn find interest...n then new south wales about computere stuff...i flip n look at the first question, n i wanted to just sleep. i was so tired...so i anyhow do(surely a goner) n then i looked around, n saw alotta ppl also sleeping n i was like, why not? n i din bother to look at the paper again n just lie down on the table n try n sleep. jia sin said it was v.funny, cos like almost the whole first row was practically lying down, except for of course, yisan n jeslyn. yisan so hardworking, then jeslyn say she see yisan kp checking she also check...
anyways, aftr tt went home on bus with valerie, then in the bus smthg kept dripping on me frm on top n i moved in but it still was dripping, when i got off the bus i could feel my back a bit wet.
hmm...i guess tt's all...?? anyways, THANKS ONCE AGAIN TO THE PPL WHO ENCOURAGED ME!!!!!!!!!
tt's all...bye...

nthg much to say..

2005-05-08T19:03:00.000-07:00

happy mothers' day!!
ytd went shopping for gifts for our mums with yh, serenel, serenec, tweeney, n rachel. i walk until jiao suan...for lunch, guess what? me n liang zhen bought what doraemon always eats, dunno what it's called...except it's peanut flavoured...n we ate 200grams of honey glazed ribs each.
then serenel n tweeney n i went to perlini's silver while rachel went to kalms n yh serenec coming later due to chinese dance. when we finally narrowed down our choices n yh n serenec came(long story for details) i decided to buy a nice necklace which is like, this long swirl n at the end there's 3 beads n it dangles..yah..it looks nice...serenel helped me pick it out..n i had to borrow money frm hr cos i din bring enuff...
n then...long story again....but, liang zhen..u owe me one for ur mum's present...haha..just kidding..
anyways, today my mum woke up n i gave hr the necklace n she loves it cos she says she likes this type of thing(thanks alot serene!!!) n then we went to play badminton as usual (bro's friends came) it was funny and then our family went out tghr and came back only about 4.30pm..and i realised i didnt brg back my sc ws!!! n i didn go for lesson so i wouldnt noe what to do...so crap right...aiya...no more takuya kimura..sigh..at least still got desperate housewives...n now im starting to like the show at 7 on channel 8...it's sweet in this..dunno-how-to-explain-way...gtg eat dinner..byes...

still pissed

2005-05-03T16:07:00.000-07:00

this is weird, but when i think of it, i can still feel anger in me..but im much better now thanks to yuhui n liang zhen, who zhi chi wo, n make me feel much happier about my life n lesser pissed..:D thanks!!!
anyways, fic about to be updated, at least, by the end of this week it will be. and then ppl can give comments once more! thanks everyone who gave comments so we could improve..in the time being, i went to read others' fics and saw that they were much more experienced and better at the writing styles that i was so paiseh of mine and liang zhen's..but, well, it's our first fic, so we'll just try our best and cross our fingers and hope that the readers will like it.
ytd was a busy nght...i studied science, did LA stuff, and CME portfolios which i haven done...and also i had to make time for takuya kimura at 7.30pm..it was the 2nd last ep! and today is the last...hai....the new show looks quite nice too, only if my parents will let me watch, that is...
this saturday got combined sports meet..hoping to go out..oh, and this fri i get to miss 15mins of science--she swopped with maths, right..?--cos there's this library thing, a concert, they say, which it is compulsary for lib ppl to go at 1.45, so i'll be missing sc. nvr knew i would get the chance to miss stuff because of my cca, like, im not in sports or anything.
sorry about the modern dance if i din do it well....i'll try harder...
aiya, realised i haven watched despo housewives yt!!! shall go find the recording somewhere in my parents' room...in the meantime, ttl be all. cya!

idiotsinmylife

2005-04-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

SUPER ANGRY AT SOME PPL....they're so what lorh. im pissed ytd n today n prob tom n fr the whole wkend. but i shant let em get in my way of a slacky weekend. but still, im so pissed. super angry!!!!!!!!
they're idiots man...y dont someone just kill me???? it'll make life a lot easier and happier for others around me. i really wanna die....not only cos im pissed, but i can see them n i also have pressure everyday of my life.
tom got stupid walkathon...get stepped to death all the better. argh...super super super angry!!!!!! idiots.idiots.idiots. they can go see their own reflections in the mirror, they'll puke...
now an update on my stupid life.....nthg much to say, really, went lib today...slacked round a bit b4 getting stuff to do....serenel was funny as usual n we just talked crap....got bloddy lot of hw....
heck...im feeling really angry n depressed...nvrm...my bro n frens shall brighten up my day..if they can, tt is....
tt's all...bye..

argh

2005-04-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

really shld be doing maths now...whatever...don't know how to do..how the heck r u supp to measure??? anyways, making the font bigger for evry1 to read easier and also cos of comments frm xt..
bought gift for my mummy...for mother's day..and didn't do PE....saw ppl running extra rounds cos' they weren't in correct attire..was listening to sound of music today during lunch..-it was geraldine's issit?-it would have been really great if only we didn't have tt ch test right aftr tt.
yh..if u're reading...u're gonna screeeeaaaammmm...cos im gonna watch tt new daniel wu's show got the aaron kwok, etc ppl. it's a prem, yah..some of the cast r gonna be there i think...not daniel wu...think only 1 person. not daniel wu lahs...so dont worry.
heex...crap. ch test. aiya fail liao jiu suan le. heck it.
wwwhhheeeeee....tom got what popiah thingy....shall instigate other ppl to nip some food with me...haha...
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just saw 'gd luck!' trailor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! takuya is sooo shuai.....i shall control until tonite...
OMY!!!!! i haven watch desperate housewives yt!!!! my dad recorded...duno where...shall seek it out later...
omy...have to do work..later papa don't allow me to watch takuya...buy ppl!

usual stuff

2005-04-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

...usual stuff today...tho im feeling a bit high, cos there's takuya kimura tonite!!!!! plus desperate housewives!!!!! although i shouldn be...bcos there's ch test tom n i hav 3more ke n 20 cheng yu to go...aiya...nvm fr the time being
watching '3 1/2 women' while typing this..quite interesting. tom not taking pe cos' of u-noe-what and...oops...i finished 1st draft of chapt 2 of fic and sent it to tweeney and she's gonna complete it and we're gonna edit here n there n then upload. no more slacking tweeney!
yh, wo men jiu kuai update liao...deng duo yi dian dian...nin ye yao update hor! wo hai zai deng ne...
n u noe what funny thing happen today? i was drinking the nescafe and eating mashed potato wheras tweeney was eating roti prata and when she finished, she stuffed the plastic bag into my nescafe! which i haven finished n she tot i had. n i was gonna drink it n i saw the plastic n i stared at tweeney n she grinned widely n i was like, ' I haven't finished my drink yet!" and tweeney was like, "Hah? o..." n we started laughing...lucky there was a little left in there only....so funny...
n the shelf thingy is so cool...n funn...enjoying it...thx for letting me be a part...
n anthr thing, we were on our way back frm ITE and then me n yh were like, playing around and then we shou qian shou n yh said smthg about les n stuff n i was like, "zhe shi wo de di yi ci!" n then yh laugh like xiao. haha...it was fun...my friends are the best...my class is the best..
feel 'high'...uh-oh..beter go study ch...later scarely miss takuya......cya ppl!

dont even get a day off...

2005-04-24T17:35:00.000-07:00

hey ppl...went to the doc today cos it was getting worse n i had a bit of fever. it was really freaky this morning...last nite, i kept waking up at nite n felt i had a fever n when i got up to get a wet hanky, i almost fell back in bed cos like the whole world was spinning around me and my vision was like, blurred and it wasn bcos i aint have my specs, either.
then i felt horrible in the morning and missed going to play badminton so my bro n his fren n my dad went n my mum and maid went to cold storage and aftr tt my mum'll take me to see a doc. i finally got up at 10am cos i spent 15mins slowly getting up in case i'll get dizzy n stuff again n mad my way at snail's pace to the dining room..right then i wished i had a minicar cos i felt lke i was gonna fall anytime n almost puked. in the end i only drank a couple of mouthfuls of milo, spilling water in the process, and got up again to go back to my room and by then it was like, what. 10.15 and i felt weak n sat on the floor, leaning against my bed and when i got up the phone rang, no doubt it was my mum....and by the time i finally go to the doc i was feeling worse than ever. n i had to wait n tho i tot the doc kinda look like tony leung--valerie must be so jealous...--but my mum says he doesn lk like...aiya..bad judgement, i think..anyways i didnt get MC for monday(damn...) but i did get an MC for PE the whole of nxt wk, tho i think by the time PE is here, i'll be fine. n guess what? despite all these, i still have to complete ws 5.1, as well as the sci ws i din noe nd to do cos by the time they announced it, i had already left for CCA, and CME portfolios, which i don't wanna do, so i don't care, and study fr ch test on tues, which i haven read at all except for 1 cheng yu. argh...oh, n the doc took my blood pressure lorh! i was freaked cos i tot smthg wrong with me, and he kept frowning and re-adjusting everything n in the end, it turns out im fine! lol..cya
p.s.hey ning, thx v.much! u seem to be having a great time! just rem ur old pals r always here for ya!

sick

2005-04-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

totally sick...like, very....feeling really crappy. there's only one type of sickness i'll get. sore throat. tonsalitis( dunno if spell liddat...). i'm one of those ppl who have tonsalitis. so when i get sore throat, my tonsils will bcum BIG n then later i'll have flu n if it gets worse, which always does, fever. high 1 too. doc says tonsalitis can be gd cos it's sensitive n stuff n the other time i went to the 24hr clinic(not my family doc, the 1 i always go to), the doc told me to go have an operation! god, i was so freaked. my family doc nvr told me to gop take it out. cos there wasn a need to, lke, not compulsary. n it'll always get better. so i have to lke limit the amount of heaty fd n stuff to prevent getting a sore thoat or else it'll be v.v.v.bad.
i rem when i was P3, i always cry cos' i din wanna go to sch n i almoat always didn. i was lke the sick kid cos i'll cry n say i have this or tt n they'll take me to the doc n get an MC and tom still have to go sch. i cried alot. ask janice. she was in my class. lke the crybaby. n aftr tt P4, i decided nt to be the crybaby and nt to gt sick. so then i was always unwilling to go to doc lke afraid to find smthg wrong with me or it's too troublesome n stuff..yah n today im sick n rejected going to the doc. if u go to my family doc n see my file u can lke see the thickness...bet it's about 5cm in height.
*sneeze*
kay...hate being sick...n then nxt wk! oman....nxt wk maths consecutively 3 straight days n the 1st period too! oshit...die...n plus nxt wk got ch test i haven studied for and also nd to do CME portfolio...4 more....and maths ws..crap. i dont wanna do...esp when im sick just wanna be a norm sick person, lie in bed and ppl cum serve me...tt'll be the life n just slack n watch tv n play com. fantasizing, right? tt'll nvr happen.

crappy day...

2005-04-21T18:52:00.000-07:00

hallo ppl....shucks...today is a crappy day...
surely whole class knows...whatever....im a stupid little stuck-up n what, black sheep? sheesh...she's getting worse...lke, what lor. n janice n tweeney said i had this super bui-song face. didnt even notice...no reason for hr to trample our class over right...what's the prob? oman...tell ppl to get out some more...what the...? don't even wanna think about it. sheesh.
today i actually forgot to tell my dad to sign the contents pg of my LA file n didnt do the term 2 temp...i left the whole file in sch lor...then during lunch i completed it all...i called my aunt to help me sign during lunch.. n tweeney followed n got both of ours signed(she sign mine eng, sign hers ch...) n we were so relieved...n completed my term 2 temp so me n weeney went down to eat...it was only 12.40 then....i didn noe can do so much in 1 lunch n still leave so much time...heng ah...
tom is heats...feeling quite happy! get to skip lessons n half day too...n aftr tt going out.....looking forward to a relaxful day...i hope..n screaming all my worries n stresses out...nd to de-stress...dont wanna think about today...i wanna put it all behind me....tt's all...bye...

ohmy...

2005-04-18T19:15:00.000-07:00

Today was one of those days...unfortunate events...but 1st before i 4get, i must thank all my gr8 friends and especially those who have given me stuff on friendship day.
Today i had PE blues as usual but the PE teacher didn't come but we just continued, even tho i would say we weren't really having a lesson, cos it wasn't so strict or anything cos' there wasn't a teacher there. And i must say i had fun. in the end we(jeslyn, valerie, rachel, bernice, tweeney, me..did i missout any1?) gave up using the post nad just threw the ball to the batter. At 1st i couldn't whack the ball and was like whacking flies in the air instead, but finally i whacked it and passedthe bat to the nxt person. tweeney couldn't hit the ball(no offence tweeney, if u're reading..)so i told her not to movew the bat and everyone aimed for her bat and when the ball bounced off her bat, we went, “YAY!!!” and surprisingly, yisan couldn’t hit it too. And we did the same with her and got the same outcome even though she did manage to whack the ball hard later.
Me and tweeney were mainly talking about the sound of music. We both like it v.much, love it, even. I mean, almost everyone grew up listening to the sound of music, right…? It used to show on tv 12 when me n my bro were little kids n my mum told us she would turn it on for us to watch just so tt we’d settle down and not go screaming and running around the house, trying to wrestle one another down, jumping on the sofa and picking up a toy microphone to sing (not me, but I watched our childhood tapes and my brother did do that, only he recited poetry instead of singing. Unbelievable, but there’s the proof…) And then when the sound of music came on we’d shut up and listen to the songs, and when they were talking we’d run around again. Two mischievous brats we were, that’s what our mum told us. No wonder last night most songs were so familiar and I couldn’t place where I’ve heard it from…the show was fantastic, even though my parents said the movie was better. I’m loving the sound of music…
And back to today…I’m sure the whole class knew what happened. I was frightened lor! And I didn’t reply for like, what, 5 minutes? 10? It seemed like a very looong time for me…sigh…anyways, it’s all over now. I hope. Tomorrow still got geog test and science quiz….aiyoyo…half watching tv, half studying..and doing blog too, now. Sigh…im feeling the stress…and even during chinese lesson also cannot tou lan! alamak...P.S. how to put music in the background? Anyone knows? oh…and please go and comment on me and tweeney’s fan fic…it’s linked..then we can improve. Thanks very much!

friendship day

2005-04-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

hey again..tom's friendship day...duno what to gt...friendship band is the common thing, n sweets also...duno what to gt...think the person whom i drew lot for i buy chocolates...i guess..n for the class think buy sweets lah...all candy..sweet tooth..then leftovers give to good friends or keep for ourselves...buying with tweeney n bernice, by the way. so shiok...no more OM..nt tt i don't lke, but we kp having to meet up n take up our time n then later stress n stuff..got more white hairs liao..must be the stress or it's inheritence. friendship day is like this suddenly-popped-up christmas..fun to give n buy, but dont know what to buy at the same time. owell..sent friendship day ecards to everyone i got the hotmail adds of n some old gd pals..
rem i told u i'll tell ya wen fanfic is up? yup..it's done..see the links n click the one with tweeney+my fic. if u go, pls comment...
nothing much today..except i failed my his test again..think my dad will scold me n gimme his lecture again..n prob cut me off on tv. this yr, they think i watch alot of tv, when in the truth, it isn't. n i was watching this tv show i wanted to watch v much n my dad came in n started talking about how i-watch-too-much-tv n i was reallyreallyreally angry n felt yuan wang at the same time cos' i've been saying tt i wanna watch this show for a long time liao n even tho my mum knew, she was saying the same thing too. say what 'once start cannot stop watching..' which is quite true but the fact is i've been wanting to watch fr v.long liao n i told him n he asked my mum n she said yes. n then i started crying...cos i was feeling really pissed n yuan wang......argh..im so stupid..
tt's all!

stresses of life

2005-04-12T15:50:00.000-07:00

hey ppl..this is my new blog cos, paiseh to say, my previous 2 blogs have failed n they have some sort of error i totally cannot post...so this is my new blog.
ok..what happened in sch today.....i totally did not understand maths what y=2x+3 thing lah...n apparently, i discovered, so did many others not know what she was saying. she just jumped right in! i didn't even noe! i was confused n i am SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT. that's the worse. n she asked me n i din noe n she went on asking others n then she asked me a few times. the horror. n PE was kinda ok except for the running...yh was a bit screamy n we were like, "aaahhhh...." n then she bat first time n she whacked the whole pole n it fell in front. when it was my turn she was saying,"bu yao xue wo ah!". n i whacked n the whole pole fell in front. paiseh.. then i got it the 2nd time n it was quite fun watching others n then joking n stuff. then sc prac...i barely got to do a thing the first time n i did it myself again n the 2nd time i did some extra stuff n 3rd time i got to do it.
then it was LA...n my tavble was whacked my mrs ng cos i was talking to sihan. so funny... n then yining's grp went up to present n it was gd. aiya..everyone's smart except me. then aftr lunch we had ch culture! it was boring...n the tchr kept switching off the fans cos she wanted us to pay attention...n some ppl fell asleep i think, or they were just resting n closing their eyes....
n duty...so stressed..gt all the blame if ppl dont do their duty n class not clean enuff. sigh. dont lke to tell ppl do their duty n scoldnscream n all tt. so irritating to do tt. n ppl will feel irritated too. then they wont do all the more what. thanks to yh!!!!! who help me clean the tables' grooves n emptied the dustbin..u did me a favour! muamua! o...still haven ask my parents if can go out this fri..sorry serene l....i shall ask...promise..dont be mad. dunno if shld go lib this thurs...serene l nt there...sosian....bt then i'll have to do 2wice....
tt's all fr now! tweeney n i r currently working on a fic n i shall tell u when it's out! i'll put a link. cya..